What's wrong with me?

Hunny listen. Calm down ok? I took my time to read what your wrote, listen to my answer. You need to tell the truth when talking to a therapist. If you dont they wont be able to diagnose you right and that'll lead to giving the wrong medications and making you feel worse. You just need someone to spill your guts to. To talk to without judgement or complain. Talk to me if you cant find anyone else hun, i'll be glad to help you. Just get a good nights sleep and relax. (pats you on the back) Goodnight luv